Rikki, talk to me

Tee hee, I could fall asleep standing up.

I was singing 'The one, the one, don't go for the one, don't go for the one, for the one, for the one' over and over all morning.

can you comment and rate my poems please

oh yes, we are that totally awesome...GO GAELIC STORM!!! yeah possssssssssseeeeeeeeee! hey, p.s. you have my silver sharpie

I assidentally have BOTH of your sharpies

huhs.org pic of my hair before being styled

I finally remembered how the other one went, the big pub way up in the sky, so I started singing that one in the middle of dinner.

oh yeah you do, hee hee, i need my sharpies and my $5

the big-pub-way up in the sky...you never ever ever ever ever drink and drive

Apparently, that's not it. It's never drink 'em dry. According to Noey.

I am tired. I have a comb in my hand. I want lunch. How goes it with you?

alright, xept im pissed to high heaven b/c i really want to go to state street w/ ciaran, perky, marcus,a nd ryan...but it doesnt look like its happening, wich pisses me off. so yeah. what bout u?

I'm trying to get this guy to date me. I'm being all sneaky, I'm gonna see if he's okay with going to the movies AS FRIENDS with OTHER PEOPLE like Noey, my neighbor, and a few other random people. I'm excited, I see him after lunch.

I miss you soooo much! Your beads are slowly shrinking bead by bead becasue they keep breaking at the top.

ohh....oh well, i've got more...your sleeves exist only to live on my arms...HAH i love them. good luck with your guy...rilght now, i just really want to see marcus again. i miss him so much. I miss you too, though, missy. LOL, ly

Haha, I totally forgot that I posted this when I called you last night, so sorry for making you hear that twice.

I had quite a strange dream. You, Alan, Heidi, and...uh...well, I can't remember (It was either Noey or this other girl I've known forever), were all living in my basement. It was interesting, let me say that much.

Wheee I'll turn on all the lights!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna meet this Alan guy

He's really awesome.

I may, unfortunately, have some feelings for him. He likes my neighbor/friend, and she likes him back, and she knows I sorta like him too, except it's more than sorta. Now she's breaking up with her boyfriend to be with him...I never had a chance.

But he's still my buddy.

Awww thats heaps sad! shall i murder her for u haha jks, whats up?? I'm not Rikki, but I am bored if that helps lol

Boredom is a welcome invitiation to this chat. may i introduce myself? i am the one, the only...THE rikki. Yes, hello. nice to meet you, yada yada yada. the girl who's friend you want to murder is Justine, and she is amazing and i love her to death :):):) OOH jussie, do me a favor? i was thinking about Eli the other day b/c i found someone who looks exactly liek him...say hi from rikki...idk if he even remembers me, but w/e

I shall.

I made Concert Choir! I don't know if Noey ever explained to you our choir system, but I'm happy.

She made VBC. I'm happy for her, but she's upset......She thinks she's not good becasue seh didnt' make Concert Choir. I'll explain later, I gotta fly.

Sorry I keep changing my name, but it's still Jussie. ^^

I am hyper-ish, but not really. Tralala.

Niceness...so...Concert Choir?

^^
Yep.

Worried about Noelle....I feel awful. THe women's choir is still great, I wish she would realize that....+tear tear+

Yeah...i am so pissed b/c the weather has rendered it IMPOSSIBLE for her to come here...*cries*

But were you happy that we phone-attacked you on Thursday? I think the fumes from cleaning that disgusting house were getting to us. XD

I felt like i had been zapped by a cellphone twenty times in my heart when i got phone attacked by u guys!!! the most amazing feeling ever, i was sooo high on u guys!! do it again!

I will make sure that we do. :3

But not yet, cus my mom is pissed right now

Tell noelle that my mom was just really pissed, and i'll call her to tell her the whole ordeal later.

What about me.... hmm?
why do you never call me... hmm?!

Hello people how are you? anyone on right now?

Yeah, but i'm only on during school

And ciaran, im not allowed to call anyone, let alone you

Let alone me?!
why LET ALONE ME??!

My parents never liked you.

Dont worry, i still love you ;)

Everyone loves Ciaran.

Except for those who don't.

And the cockroaches. But the cockroaches hate everyone.

Thanks for that Jussie. :)

And to Rikki,
And this is the first I hear of it? To my best knowledge your parents were fine with me until you started what you did. Yeah, telling them that I was suicidal? All that other stuff? Don't think that I am unaware Richa. I simply chose to let it go, but now I'm not. Marcus and I were talking about you the other day. I asked him, if I can't trust you, can I be your best friend. And he said no. We both agree even though neither of us likes what it means for us personally. He can't either. So you know what? Whatever. Maybe there are sometimes that the fight is best left un-fought. How many times can you drop a piece of glass, and expect it to stay together? And then how many times can you expect it to be fixed? Maybe this is just broken. And past the point of repair.
Goodbye Richa.

As you very well know, when you tell one lie, you have to tell another lie to cover it up. Lies get bigger and bigger, Ciaran, as I have very well learned. *sigh* if this is your decision, then I respect that. Maybe, someday, I'll be able to change your mind.

Then perhaps the lies should never start in the first place. It is not a decision that I just woke up and decided. How am I to be friend if I am not treated as such. No... it was not just my decision, it was yours as well. And for this one, I'm afraid it's past the point of no return. [The bridge's been crossed. Now stand back and watch it burn.]

I have no idea what to say, other than I'm...speechless.

I've gotten into fights before, Ciaran.

I could stand by and watch the damn bridge burn. But as you very well know, the bridge is over a frikkin river which I could very easily steal water from to put the damn fire out.

Do you honestly think I'm gonna stand by and let my fuckin' worst mistake ruin our friendship? As you should know, Ciaran, I've gotten into fights with my friends...two of them have died because of me. You want to know the whole story? I'll tell it to you right here. Jack committed suicide because he was sick of me and Bridget fighting all the time. Jake got hit by a car because he was coming to my house to apoligize to me. You think that I'm just sitting here being a drama queen, then I'm sorry. This stuff actually happens to me. And the one lie that I did make, that is NOT going to be the lie that breaks this friendship. If you still don't believe me, then...*deep breath* We've been through too much. That's all I have to say.

Then what Rikki? You're going to do something I'll regret? Are you going to threaten me.