My friends mother died

TODAY WHEN I WOKE UP I CAME AND GOT ON THE COMPUTER AS YOU SEE, MY FRIEND, ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS THAT IVE HELPED HER WITH HER PROBLEMS, WELL SHE WAS HAVEING A PROBLEM YESTERDAY, AND I DIDNT BOTHER TO PUT MY TWO SINCE INTO IT BECAUSE SHE SAID SHE HAD BEEN THROUGH IT B4 SO I'D FIGURE IT WAS JUST FAMILY PROBLEMS ANS SHE'LL GET THROUGH IT, IM NOT GOING TO SAY WHAT THE PROBLEM WAS BECAUSE THATS NOBODYS BUISNESS, SHE WAS JUST HAVING A PROBLEM WITH HER MOTHER THAT SHE HAS HAD B4, I TOLD HER THAT IT'LL BE OK AND I TOLD HER THAT I WOULD TALK TO MY MOM AND SEE WHAT SHE SAYS, LiLi IS I THINK ALMOST 8MONTHS PROBALLY ALREADY 9MONTHS PREG. I TOLD HER TO STOP STRESSING BECAUSE EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE OK, WHEN MY MOM GOT HOME I 4GOT TO TELL HER, AND SINCE I DIDNT PUT MY TWO SENCE INTO LiLi'S PROBLEM THE 1ST TIME MAYBE THATS WHY I 4GOT TO TELL MY MOM, (LiLi AM S0 S0RRY). I OPENED THE MOST FRIGHTING EMAIL TODAY 4RM LiLi, IT SAID ON THERE: MY MOM DIED....OMG.... AT 1ST I THOUGHT SHE WAS LIEING BUT WHEN I WENT TO HER PAGE, I FOUND OUT SHE WASNT, TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE BECAUSE I COULD HAVE HELPED HER MORE, I HELP EVERYBODY WITH THERE PROBLEMS, MOSTLY RELATIONSHIPS, I HELPED LiLi NEVEER GIVE UP TRYING TO TALK THINGS OUT WITH HER BABYDADY AND NOW THERE DOING GOOD MAYBE NOT GREAT BUT GOOD IS A START, I HAVE NEVER BEEN THROUGH WHAT LiLi WAS GOING THROUGH SO MAYBE THATS WHY I DECIDED NOT TO WORRY AND PUT MY TWO SENCE INTO IT, HER MOTHER IS DIED NOW, WHEN I OPENED THAT EMAIL... I FROZE, BECAUSE I COULD HAVE HELPED HER WAY MORE THAN JUST TELLING HER IT'LL BE OK. I DONT NO WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY REALLY BUT, IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND THAT YOU KNOW TRULY NEEDS YOUR HELP DONT TURN YOUR BACK ON THEM AND TURN AROUND HELP THEM OUT YOUR NEVER NO WHAT SOMETHING WILL LEAD TO, NEVER TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED, LIVE EACH DAY LIKE ITS YOUR LAST.

lili dont know i feel like this, i feel like its all my fault i dont no.... ive just been feeling depressed and nodody knows it

(her mother was a alcoholic)

Sorry, but I'm not reading this. Rewrite it normally. Then message me. Then I will read it.