Insanity - Just Friends?

Fire, anger and distress, creep inside my soul...
It's been nine months of fantasy that overwhelmed my world.
The memories we've shared, flash inside my mind...
Your face, I somehow love, through hatred, bitterness and cold.

My darling, this play has come full end.
I pause to gasp for air... my heart I have to mend.
For months I've drifted into pleasure, ecstasy and pain,
But, babygirl, in this letter, my vows of love, I promised I'd contain.

If you would've stepped up to the plate and decided to be brave..
My babygirl, my love, my queen, I would love you to my grave.
All sins you've done to me, I would willingly forgive
Because without you, my darling, it feels impossible to live.

You already know I'd give the world to hear you scream my name...
Between moments of pleasure... and to make things be the same.
You are coward, why can't you just hold to my hand?
I swear that my affection, love and care, will immediately attend.

All I want is to tell me that you're sorry,
That you crave me, and that when I'm away, you miss me.
We both know.. That I've broken many hearts before,
But you're my babygirl, my love, my queen... not just some other whore.

Above I gave to you, the key to open up my heart.
Before you chose to use it, please read this little part:
Friends is something we can never be, my passions set on fire
For you, my love, I selfishly desire.

A man like me will never speak another lie,
I'dd rather swallow poison and choose to slowly die.
I won't pretend to be your friend,
Today, tomorrow, or any day until my life will quickly end.

Even on my death bed, I'll not give up the fight
To be with you, and bring you back delight.
That is unless, somehow, sometime, my mind will change its path
And instead of love, you'll get to feel my endless wrath.

In this life, you're a part of me eternally, your blood's inside my own...
My love, I'd bring you ecstasy, just guide me with your moan.
Allow me deep inside you and let me fill that void.
We can easily fix all that we've foolishly destroyed...

My heart pounds with emotions, I never did expect...
For lying in bed beneath me, I give you full respect.
But even though you've done that, my pleasures you did not explore
Come to my room again, I know we both crave for encore.

Soon now, another queen might take your place...
And in my next orgasm, she’ll share my soft embrace…
If too long from now, in a day of weakness, you'll choose to lift the phone,
After all the pain you've caused me, just know, your name could be unknown.

Confusion is around me, for now, your name still haunts my dreams
I fear I fear I'll die in the insanity of my choked up silent screams .

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THE END
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Should I have cut out the last two lines and ended it there? Any feedback? I appreciate any comments, thank you.

It's not up to my standards, that's why I decided to post it here and hopefully mold it into something I will be proud to own.
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