Hate.....or Love? i can no longer tell and i hate it.

...........
i don't understand, i mean, i love my family and my friends but at the same time, i hate my life. i hate how insane my family is, the way they can't understand pain. i just don't know what to do and it hurts because i want the sort of family i can talk to. but my family is insane and they can't/won't listen. but it doesn't really matter anyway.

^Yeah. Live happy and fully. Place a cute smile on your face and go out to the world. Think of those positives and be like "Hello!! I'm here!" I'm sure things will start looking brighter!

You guys are so nice *hugs* you don't know how much it means to me that someone actually cares. the thing is though, that ^that what yuna says, i do that every day, for the majority of my life, i enjoy life at least on the outside. but lately......all the pain has been getting to me.....i broke down at school the other day, i started crying and just couldn't stop for an hour.....it's just so confusing.

Awww... I so sorry to hear that... *Hugs* once Skyler told me:

"Everybody has their breaking points"

I can understand that there was so much built inside and you had to let it go. But still... I'm sorry.

Thank you.
it helps when people can listen and understand what it's like. ^_^

Lol.
wow, i have to thank you for that, it cheered me up alot. XD i really should think of it that way, them just being there to support me physically. haha.
thank you. ^_^