Survive (a poem about life and death)

Now and again I have try
To not be alone
And not have to cry

I cannot go back to that place
I rather just die alone
A place where I am but a disgrace
No! I will forget about the life I've known

But my insides are burning
These memories fading
I just want to make it alive
Please pull me to the other side

Yet this need of breaking skin
The feeling of pain inside
This agony stretching within
Is to strong for me to fight

Lying in this bed waiting to die
Forgotten memories flashes by
And as the Reaper comes to my side
I realize that there is no need to survive