Why am I not me???

Hey everyone,
Am I anole when I feel alone, or that I can't have any real friends becasue I want too much from people?? All I care about is not being lied to. Is that really so much to ask? Why is it I feel so alone all of the time? Like nobody cares. Like nobody is here,whena t the same time, I have people talkin to me and I know they care. Why is it, when in a group of my closest friends, they don't know anything is werong with me, they think i am as happy as they are. is this weird to yuo guys? I need some advice.

Hey Kat (:

Maybe you just need to open up to your friends a little more? Sometimes we hide our feelings so well, without realising, and that makes it hard for others to tell if we're upset.

I'm a bit lost about what you want advice for, but maybe that's because I'm reading wrong.

Anyway, I'll gladly help if you need anything more

Take care!
xxxx.

Hey Riffy:
I can't open up to my friends because I don't think I can trust them. Many of them just use me. I guess I don't know what I wanted advice for wither! Lol.. But thanks.

Why hang out with them and call them friend if you cannot depend on them or trust them? isn't a friend someone you can trust and confide in?

To the topic of feeling alone when you're not. I feel like that a lot. It's because there is a gap in my life that cannot be filled by other people, only by me. When we are searching, lost or just plain standing still, when there is a need for something only we can fill, all of the comfort and company in the world is not going to fill the ache you find. It sounds just from the description of your "friends" you are lacking something in your life. I hope you find it and I hope you find real friends.

Try talking to the one friend your the closest with and try to tell her how your felling...Then slowly move on to your other friends..I hope everything works out.

Beautiful Chaos:
Thanks. I do feel like I have this empty space and I don't know how to fill it. I do believe that I need more trust in my life. My friends are just friends. There are very few people I trust and these are my real freinds.

Sometimes people who care about you the most are the ones that don't notice.
they probably think your just a happy girl and nothing could be wrong.
if you don't want to discuss it infront of everyone just have a private conversation with one of them sometimes it easier to just have one close friends help you through it then worry the whole group is going to think your a drama queen.