In Like With A Friend

I have feelings for a friend
in which i cannot explain
i wish they would descend
so i could not feel this pain

she knows i am in like with her
but we know we could never be
we've become a lot closer
i think she might agree

shes three states away
also in the military
i wish she would've stayed
i didn't wanna be so wary

i wish she was here with me
but she's nowhere near
i just want to caress her body
sorry my words are unclear