*Baby its killin me to stand here and see Im not what you've been dreamin of*
Once again my heart is breaking
And its all because of him
Nothing could have prepared me for
This broken heart I still keep within
Im supposed to be over him already
I have his cousin as a boyfriend now
And he loves me so much,
But if only I could let him go, someway, somehow
I was doing just fine
I really didnt think about him too much
But now that hes at my school
All I want to do is feel his touch
I hate how I still love him
I hate how just looking at him brings tears to my eyes
Even after all the hell he put me through
I just cant seem to wish him good-bye
I have the love an incredible boy
I cant just throw it all away
I have to stay strong
I have to keep going the right way
But now every time he walks past me
All I want to do is call his name
If he could just talk to me for a second
I wouldnt feel such shame
But how do I deal with this
Hes the boy I gave up everything for
He still has my love
No matter if he really didnt love me more
He is still my world
Even after all hes done to me
I want to let him go
But I just cant seem to set him free
