We'll never be together.

I didnt used to be like this
So why have I changed?
Was It because of you?
Who Made me feel deranged.

I remember the first time I met you
And the First Hug And The first words you spoke
I Also remember the last time I saw you
When I wanted to slowly choke.

Was it my fault because I liked you
Or the fact my emotions got to deep
Whatever it was it definitely made me weep.

I sit in my room alone now
I never did this before
I never used to cry
And smash my head on the floor.

But dont worry if it is you
Who's making me this way
Its happend hundreds of times now
So I will be ok.

But next time you hug me
Please just think again
As it might increase the risk
Of the feeling I call pain.

See Thats how it all started
Well atleast I think it is
Its that attention I got from you
If thats not the reason then
What is?.

Is it because I get rejected every single time
Or the complicated feeling
That it was an organized crime.

Thease lyrics aren't lies
But there not here to make you feel bad either
There just here so I can say It
And time to take a breather.

I will get over this
I have to
I have no other choice
Its just I cant do it
Everytime I hear your voice.

Now these words have been spoken
I feel like I should Hide
And I wish thease feelings went away and slowly died
But its not that simple
Well atleast not for me
But maybe its easy for you so you can dissagree.

Ive got to stop this now
from now until forever
Just like you said
We'll never be together.