ok well im just gonna redo this whole thing now seeing how so much has changed....i love him, more than anything in the world, he is like the air and without him, i would literally die..i dont know what he does that makes me love him so much but i do...he gave me everything but this whole time i though i was being played and stuff.....he taught me a lot but i never opened my eyes to notice...so thank you so much, i have my life to thank you for =) i would never have learned what love really is without him and i dont think i would of ever fallen in love for real without him and even though love brings a lot of pain it has also provided me with the best 3 years of my life, and those hard times teach you something, and you have to learn to appreciate it, no matter what you or i say i will always love you, dont listen to what anyone says...and now i realize...this is just the beginning =)