Why her

I know you're a jerk
and that it would never work
but to see you with her
makes it hurt even worse
whats she got that i haven't
what is it about her
it happened so quickly
I'm feeling jealous and I'm getting sadder
how could you move so quick
was i not that important?
it tore me up inside to see you together
i know i shouldn't care
that i deserve better
but to see her hand in yours
the way mine once was
tears me up inside
didn't you say you thought it was love
so where did it go
is this the end?
is our chapter closed?
i don't care, she can have you the cheap lil' ho'
does she get that feeling inside
why i ask myself
why o why?
why does it have to hurt?
why do i have to cry?
i shouldn't
i do
i know I'll see you in the hall
how will that be?
cuz she'll be by your side
instead of me
what will i say?
what will i do?
i can't let you know how much I'm missing you
so I'll say that it doesn't hurt
pretend i haven't cried
act like i don't care
and watch the two of you walk on by