But I wonder why I still believe

I once had that courage to tell you
This long-kept feeling inside of me

For once I thought you would appreciate
That for a moment in your life
Someone cared
Someone loved

And now its all out
Loudly said
Loudly shouted
The whole world heard
The hiding's over

I wasnt afraid
For I thought you would care
And would tell me the same

Thought after that it's all gonna happen
The things I've been dreamin'..

But I've waited long enough
For you..
And for the coming true of my insanity..

Time's passin' by..
My lifetime could be near to end..
Guess there's nothing really to wait for..

Everyday lived for you
Is nothing but a waste..
You'll never come..

Everythin' about you...
It all over now..!

( But I wonder why I still believe )

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