Why is it that when I finally found that person that treats me right that shows me love thats just crazy about me.
I go and mess it up.
For a person that doesn't treat me right doesn't show me love that just isn't crazy about me.
One has that SMILE that can brighten my day. That lets me do the things i want to do to her. Lets me be me lets me make her laugh, calls me a dork because I'm so funny.
One has these EYES that I can never say no. That doesn't let me do the things i want to do to her. Stop's me from being me. How all i wanted to do was make her laugh make her day and all I get is Javy stop.
Trap between two worlds undecided which way to go how i must choose but don't know how to let go.
How one is love and one is lust. How one love's me to my soul and the other one hurt me to my soul.
So what to do I just don't know confused, dazed on what to do undecided which path to choose.
Will the happy one make me miserable and the miserable one make me happy or vice versa.
How the one i want i can't have and the one I have I don't know.
The answer is obvious.
But what the heart does or doesn't the mind doesn't and does.
So in the end I'm torn apart and tormented.
The person with that smile.
or
The person with these eyes.
