Maybe later...

Maybe later, the pain won't feel so deep,
Maybe later, I'll be able to go to sleep,
Maybe later, I won't want to cry,
Maybe later, it won't hurt to say goodbye,

Maybe later, I won't be writing to let out the pain,
Maybe later, I won't like to cry in the rain,
Maybe later, my scars will heal,
Maybe later, I'll forget the past was real,

Maybe later, I'll forget about you and me,
Maybe later, it'll be just like it used to be,
Maybe later, I won't hate the world,
Maybe later, I'll be a different girl,

Maybe later, I'll no longer cut my wrist,
Maybe later, I might actually want to exist,
Maybe later, I won't cry at night,
Maybe later, I won't hide the pain from everyone's sight,

Maybe later,
Is that all I can say?
That it may be better one day?
Thats too hard, not even real,
It's hard to forget the pain I feel,

The scars on my arms,
Will remind me of my self-harm,
The pain reminding me of my past,
The pain, forever going to last,

Maybe I don't want to forget about you,
I don't want to give up, pull through,
I'm sorry, I'll forever hold on,
Even though your still gone...

Written by Makalah Sept. 3, 2008