His name is buzzing in my head, like a bee around a flower, trying to find away into the new adventure.
I thought I found my way in, but then got shoved back out. I'm a lost little bee that who is roaming free, but my heart is far from that point.
Everything I once thought is being distorted, so not I think of what my friend would say, then ignore them and listen to the little voices in my head.
The noise starts soft but gets louder every second, saying his name. I what to shout 'shut up' but to think that makes them louder, the name clear as day and night. I don't think it will ever go away.
So now I'm sitting here not knowing what to do. I know we're friends, but we could be more.
As the name slows in my head, I'm relieved. The worst has been possible, he make me fall for him with no intention to catch me yet!
