Foolishly selfish

How Inconsiderate of me
to hold one's heart yet
yearn for another

How foolish can i be
dragging one along while
reaching for someone else

How selfish of me
Thinking i deserve more
then anyone else

How dumb am i.
what makes me so different
to get everything i want

How dare i hurt
someone so Innocent
who doesn't deserve to be hurt

Grow up! some say
Get Over it! Some scream
but i can't listen
I don't want to listen!

The guilt wraps around me
like a white picket fence
keeping me inside
enraged.

How could i become a hypocrite
with my own words.

How foolishly selfish can i get?