Beautiful Poem and each time that query you put forward
' Have you ever found the one' it would score a mark.
The depth of your feeling for your lost love is really endearing. So rarely do we come across someone who can make all the difference in the world and how foolishly or naively you end up loosing it all.
Later when you cant feel the same around any one else thats when the loss hits you in the gut.
A loss of true love will make a permanent mark.
All the best buddy. Hope your heart heals.
All the best.