"If I should come back, will I be able to see what is is you see"
[If I should come back, will I be able to see what IT is you see]
"Maybe then angels would cry, and maybe then.... i wont want to die"
[Maybe then angels would cry, maybe then I WOULDN'T want to die]
I'm not sure who 'you' is referring to in this poem. And exactly what it is you want to see. But life is a good thing, even through the trials we go through and ill-thought choices we make. I'm sure you realize that though. I'll pray for you, darling. To stay safe and sane.