Cant take anymoreee

When you cant stand to face yourself anymore
and you just dont see yourself ever smiling.
when the reflection you see in the mirror is no longer yours
and the regrets in your heart keep piling,

she's beautiful on the outside
a precious soul wanting to be cared for
but she's terrified on the inside
she's been scarred too many times before.

she lies on the bed staring at the celing
in her mind, going back to all those times.
they tell eachother not to catch feelings
on this no more, than just a lust filled, night.

he calls the very next day
he says im sorry if i hurt you. what i did just wasnt right
she laughs it off haha okay,
she says "dont feel bad ive had problems long before that night"

congrats you just give her another reason
as to why she wants to end her life.
see men come and go like seasons
and none of them treated her right.

to her sex is a mystery,
love is a game,
to them her body is the toy,
and every mans the same,

they play with her until she cant stand up right,
but they'll never be able to look her in the eye.
they make a game out of her, and she just cant fight
her heart is premantely broken, her life's a lie.

she's so full of pain, secrets, & regrets,
as she lays in bed, what are the results of this?
she cant find happiness during the day,
and she toss and turns the nights away.