Your Sympathy Means Nothing, You Just Watch Me Bleed

Take my hands
you wanna watch me bleed?
do you understand,
how much I need to be freed?

chains around my heart,
makes my mind second guess
wanna watch me fall apart?
get inside my head.

I'm a mess,
to love me is to need me
i'm full of bitterness, anger and stress
and I need you to leave

Just go away,
leave me be
let me slowly fade
into a state of ecstasy

Can't you feel me staring?
burning a hole right through your back
I'm trying to read you inside out
trying to see all the things you lack

Don't you know how many tears I've shed for you?
I pray you'll understand
my state of mind - to love or lose
for the longest time, I ran.

take my hands,
you wanna see me bleed?
slice my wrists,
and watch me slip into a state of ecstacy....