This is to my boyfriend. His girlfriend died in December.

I know you loved her,
I know you miss her,
She was everything to you,
She was your pride and joy,
But why?
Why do i have to feel like I'm second best?
Why do you look at me and give me a disappointed look?
I love you now and i want it forever
My feeling for you are like an open book,
I don't want to push you away,
I don't want you to think I'm going astray,
I just want you to give me a chance,
Give me a reason to feel wanted,
I know by your past you will always be haunted
but you chose to be with me,
now please don't let go of her but just let our relationship be,
Its hurting me more and more everyday,
the most pain is when i look at you and you look away,
If you want it gone then just say it now
cause in the future if i have to move on i wont know how,
you give me butterflies with your kiss,
You make me smile like never before,
And the way you love me is what i most adore,
So please just tell me,
Are we meant to be?