Rambling

by justl0veme   Aug 2, 2011


I'm honestly tired of every fuucking thing and every fuucking person In my life. I want something better. I deserve better. I'm always being fuucked over. I'm done, not to the point where I'm suicidal, but I'm so done. I wish I could reinvent myself and start my life over again, but there's a select few people i wouldn't leave behind. I love myself, but I'm just... tired. I'm fuucking tired. everything seems so always be fuucked up for me, everything. I don't know if I'm fuucking things up. But it's just how things have been working lately.. all of my relationships (sexual or not sexual) have been fuucking me over. It's like I only care, and I'm the rope that holds the relationship together, nobody seems to put effort anymore, I need to find people who want me in their life as much as I want them in mine. I'm done with stuff, I just honestly don't know.. I feel like no people = no problems, but I need people. I need people, and I fuucking hate it. I don't know why I'm writing this, but I just felt I needed someone to listen, and I feel like it's better telling a complete stranger than someone who I know.. fuuck it, just fuuck it. i'm tired of half ass people, and i'm tired of a half ass life.

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  • 6 years ago

    by believeinlove87

    I understand you completely girl. you do deserve the best! if ppl in your life are only causin trouble and drama let them go and find someone thats always gona be there for you(:

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