"I Told You No"

I wanted to have fun,
You wanted to drink..
I wish this didn't happen,
I was stupid not to think..

We had a few shots..
Everything was ok..
Then you asked me
If tonight you could stay..

Of course I said yes,
Didn't want you to drive home..
And really that night,
I didn't want to be alone..

It was getting late,
We had drank to much..
Then my lips you kissed..
And my face you touched..

You told me you loved my eyes,
And everything I do..
I knew what you wanted..
But I didn't want that too..

You moved your hand down,
Unbuttoned my skirt..
Told me to relax..
And took off my shirt..

I don't know how many times..
That night I said no..
But I guess you weren't listening..
Cuz you didn't let go..

I remember it hurt..
And I started to cry..
You told me to kiss you..
I wanted to die..

When it was over..
You asked if I was ok..
I had no clue..
What I was supposed to say..

You took the most important..
Thing that I had..
And when I cried..
You seemed to get mad..

"I just want to go to sleep,"..
Is all that I said..
I replayed that moment..
A million times in my head..

I woke up this morning..
I didn't know what to do..
I felt so disgusted..
And angry at you..

I put on my clothes..
And went to take a shower..
Thinking this feeling..
Would only last a few hours..

I couldn't believe you had done this,
you were my very best friend..
You promise to keep me safe..
To love me until the end..

I know it's partly my fault..
I shouldn't have had so much to drink..
Maybe this wouldn't have happened..
If only I had stopped to think...

So please don't tell me..
That I'll be all right..
My world came crashing down..
In just one single night..

I wish there was somehow..
I could make this go away..
I know it will get easier..
With each passing day..

I just have one question..
I just have to know..
Why did you do this..
When I told you no??..