You are my world, he is my past..

I still miss him with all my heart,
still cry for him and crave his touch.
There are days I still fall apart,
when his face is out of memories loving clutch.

And there are moments when I see his smile,
behind my eyes and in my dreams.
and yes I know it's been awhile,
but my mind still goes back and the tears are like streams.

And I awake in the morning with you by my side,
and for once I know it will be alright.
You understand every reason I've cried,
and still you stand by and fight.

You care enough to hear me out,
understand that I miss him and how I wish I don't.
I have no idea what I'd do without,
this gift of loving you, even if the world says I won't.

You are my world,
he is my past.
A ghost that still haunts me,
but you are my freedom.