Apathy

Am I numb?
Or am I just being dumb?
How can I feel
if you are not even here?

Emptiness devours me, hollow.
Am I just shallow?
What is it that I can't get?

Solitude crumbles me down.
Am i feeling drowned?
When will I cheer for something real?

Revive me, deprive me.
Am I being me?
Where can I find bliss for my own sense?