HURRY UP

Its seems I've reached the point that I am eager for you to break my heart.
I know it's coming I wish you would hurry up.
Tell me a lie break another promise whatever is going to happen I wish that it would hurry up.
Everyone says I'm crazy and if I don't believe in my relationship I should leave. They said to write my pros and cons.
I laugh at the stupid sh** some people believe.
I know that all of this is coming so in that case I don't need to review the plan.
The reason I stay is because I believe in miracles and the tiny voice that says I can.
I've never been a fan of reality that's why I tend to sleep.
I've done all I can do to try and be guided in the right direction.
I've read words from geniuses and the famous. I've prayed everynight for God to guide me right.
Nothing seems to change I keep traveling down the beaten path.
I still wish that you would hurry up and break my heart then apologize and claim to be a new man so I can turn around and do it all again.