Darc hearts (X Series)

I look in myself,
A heart with no heat.
the tears are there
this life is so unfair.
my knife is not as dull.
as I carve my tear marks into my skull.
So I can feel the pain under my eyes.
all those told lies.
I lay around my darc heart.
left out of my chest and torn apart.
The blood Is still in my eye for my heart doesn't sit in place.
Because for my heart has no-place.
in the world where there is no space.
The razors tore across my heart and my arms.
I tried to to die two times. but someone always stopped me. In which this tale needs not a rhyme. As I close my eyes my translucent blood fades I see black. when you find me hanging.
you see in the black on my back in red. "YOU DID THIS." And "I LOVED YOU"
The darc heart stapled to the mirror.
You cower back in fear. as these visions in your eyes begin to seer.
The long scar on my chest a one lone "X" sit there.
you begin to see how you fair. The "X" shows the pain of the Cast. And you begin to see his past. And you begin to wonder...
"How can I last?"