Every time I smile
I'm thinking of you and little man.
About all the fun times we had.
We were almost like a family.
Now you both are leaving
and all i can do is cry
because to me all you're doing
Is taking away my family.
You act as if it's easy.
To just walk away.
Don't you understand this is killing me?
My heart is breaking
And it hurts worse than any razor blade.
The razor blade is quicker.
I could end the pain tonight.
You say that you'd care
but that just makes me laugh
I mean honestly
How many lies have you spoken tonight?
You say to think about little man.
But who's to say he'll remember me?
You'll be changing everything he knew.
So why? Can you tell me why?
Why should I stay in a world where all I feel is pain? Where all I can think about is your last uncaring hug? The feeling of no emotion.
How can you expect me to just go on?
To live as though I've lost nothing.
You expect me to just move on.
Well I can't not like this.
I have to say good bye
Or i'll never be alright.
I have to let you go
And little man to.
Oh God how it kills me
To let either of you go.
It's the choice you made for both of us
When you choose to let me go.
So now I have to walk away.
And act like I don't care.
Even though it's killing me
I'll smile through the tears
