Him

Everything I write
Goes back to him.
Every poem,
Every heartbreak.
All because of him.
I've lost self esteem.
Confidence.
Happiness.
All because of him.
I'm heart broken.
I'm scared.
I'm lonely.
I'm destroyed.
I need him,
I need love,
I feel lonely.
I feel messed up.
I feel hopeless.
I feel loved.
I feel healing.
I feel strong.
I've grown
All because of him.
I'm getting
Over him.
I've learned to live
Without him
My Jona.....
My dear Jona........