This is an amazing poem, very sad. I really dont think that anything is more powerful that death. Nothing completely win us over like death. IT beats us down helpless..

I love how you opened this poem by wondering what if God did not exist, thought provoking and relatable. Indeed what if he didn't exist ? aint his existence like our last hope to still reach our lost beloved ones ?

I think we do need to believe, it's more than a life matter, it's something we need to go on in life. sometimes.

Your 2nd stanza, more like pleading with pain...why did you suddenly go and where; we always feel the need of assuring those who mean a lot for us that they do mean a lot when they're gone. And we worry if they can still see and hear our longings.

And your following stanza just broke me down really, Ive been there. It;s hard when you lose someone not telling them how much they meant or how proud you are or how inspired you really are by them. But I assure you, they know ..We dont always need to say things. Im sure she knows :)

I loved how you ended it, very touching, and indeed you seem to be on the right path.
I am sorry for your loss; thank you for writing about her. She'd be pleased.

well done