" Something so weightless, I never thought that I could carry.
I always recreate this, I'm scared, but right now it's not so scary."
Seems you found security in a weightless spirit
"It's beating so loud, my shoulder unattached from the weight of this heavy feeling.
How is this even allowed, shouldn't I already of been slowly healing."
Yes even if a higher power is perceived as the ego how is a burden so great allowed?
Only a suggestion shouldn't I already "have" been slowly healing."
Using of in place of have is a very common error in grammar
" An infinite amount of days, but some things you can't seem to leave behind.
An infinite amount of ways, but the right way you can never find."
I do believe the ways to deal with negative circumstances or emotion seem infinite
"I always feel misplaced, it feels like it's missing but it's really still there.
Something I would've faced, the removal, the incision, and the tear."
Message of relief coming from letting go
"I feel so crippled, never again will I ever be the same.
My lack of trust has sadly tripled, and I hate to admit but you're to blame."
Very wise to find a cause of undesired effects
"Ironically I'm disgusted, because at first you were the best taste.
I can't believe I even trusted, a person who was a waste."
I can relate to this "what was I thinking" moment
"You ruined my happiness, and you ripped out my glowing heart.
I'll always live with this, the weight that's been tearing me apart."
Descriptive imagery of a broken heart again
"I look to the right, my heart still would've st my sleeve.
I always wake to this sight, and I'll never be able to find myself to truly believe."
Not sure what the st means
I fear for your next choice, I don't want you to hurt them like you did me.
I fear when they hear your voice, the real person they won't even see.
I hate the thought of them to start off thinking that they can even trust you, because one thing I know is that your impression is just a clever well made out plan, anyone to believe go by it, doesn't know how to identify a real man.
I love the fact that I found out who you really were and what you would really actually do, they'll learn on their own, maybe faster than I did, and follow each worn out placed clue.
Soon everyone will have heard, that you were never what they thought, never in a million years.
You may have filled me with every word, but I I won't ever again waste my tears.
My hearts on my sleeve for good, because you misplaced it from where it belong.
I'll carry this weight like I should, because I'm no longer weak, I'm forevermore strong.