This had me intrigued all the way through, in terms of a loss beckoning which I am sorry to hear and thank you for sharing.
A delicate and wonderful flow, with your emotions yearning with pain and frustrations.
'what a beautiful disaster, for when I wake you are gone' such a sad line. A really well written piece, and happy to nominate this :)
Much love and warmth
what a beautiful feeling and such beautifully expressed. It is the love so pure that looking, struggling, burning, to go beyond time and space, not to hurt as much, to find out separation is an illusion either temporally or spatially.