I really didn't know how to comment on this because this is so deeply personal and no one can know what you're going through. So I will just say I wish those who are so adamantly in favor of the death penalty would understand every person still has dignity, their humanity. No matter what they've done. We all mess up and should have to deal with consequences, but deciding to play god can never end well. And it certainly won't being absolute healing to the families and make their lives the same again.