Cracks shown

I fell into a spiral today.
No one even noticed me fall.
They acted like nothing happened.
It seems no one cares at all.

I helpted them through tough times
I made them smile when they needed it most.
I crashed n burned into truama
And I was hurting when no one spoke.

I couldn't cry, I couldn't scream
It just hurt inside
And I was left unseen.

Given friendship once again
For only it to vanish all the same.
Its me, i know it.
Im the weird one that isn't worth knowing.

Cast out by all society.
Even by friends n family.

My partner says to stay off of social media
No friends
No family
Just start cleaning will ya?

Stay in the shadows shadow.
It wont hurt you.
But it hurts all the same
When they use and throw u away.