I knew someday it would have to end..
i knew eventually i would have to go back to calling you "FRIEND"
it's killing me that now that day has come.
if it's for the best, then where is this pain coming from?
i know deep inside that this is what i have to do..
and it's killing me to walk away from u.
I'm trying my best to appear strong..
but it's hard when part of me says in your arms is where i belong.
i still love you with all my heart...
that's not going to change even though we're apart.
you were my "first love" and my "first kiss.."
there are so many of our special times i am going to miss.
all the words i ever said and wrote still hold true...
but now, from a distance is where I'll be loving you.
because, there are things we cannot control that are hurting me..
we both have issues no one knows of - only i had to courage to be true to our "love."
maybe we'll be together again if it was meant for us to be.
but for now... please don't stop loving me..
even though I'm not your girlfriend anymore..
I'll still hold true and I'll be here with a shoulder for you to lean and cry on.
the story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye..
but our story, i won't forget, till the day i die...
hey! u know.. not all guyz are da same.. it juz so happenz dat i was unlucky to hab come across da not-so-good one!
if u don't mind me askin.. how far away are u from each other? i don't know either of u but u seem to be juz like how i was.. but dat doesn't mean that da same thing will happen to the 2 of u.. falling in-love is such an amazing thing.. and everyone would agree..
funny as it seems, i'm quite thankful that what happened, happened.. atleast i was able to prove to myself that i am strong and i also proved to him dat i stayed true.. (if u get my drift..) u know.. you won't know unless u try.. and the thrill of finding out won't be there unless u take sum risks - providing u'r willing to accept all consequences - gud and bad..
hope everything workz for u! and good luck!!