My Lips Are Sealed

I lie awake tonight
I couldn't start to sleep
Something just isn't right
How are you in my thoughts so deep?
I just keep asking God, over and over again
To get you off of my mind
Because these feelings can't begin
But they are stronger than ever this time
I see your face everywhere
And you're all I can think about
My memories of you are always there
I'm so frustrated, I just want to shout
I've tried hard to deny
What I truly feel about you
On my silence I must rely
I have no idea what to do
My heart says to go
My mind says to stop, to abide
My heart says my feelings must be shown
My mind says to keep it locked inside
So what am I to do in times ahead?I won't speak a word, I bet
But, please, just, get out of my head
I'm not ready for love just yet
I'm going to hold it in
As I lie here, awake
I'll think of you, again and again
But it's for my own dear sake
I hope some day
My love will be revealed
But until then, I have nothing to say
My lips are simply sealed.