Everything we talked about doesn't mean a thing. What we said to each other seems like they were not even heard.
Or if they were, you ignored them. and continued going on against our word.
I thought everything was fine between us, but then suddenly it changes. You are friends with someone you told me yourself didn't matter. The same person who ruined it all.
You can not come to realize that because you're too busy living a life.
Don't you see what you're doing to me? I'm suffering deep inside. I guess there's something wrong with me cause I can't seem to keep a friend. It lasts a while then I screw it up someway, somehow. It's always
my fault. That i have no doubt.
I guess I'm just meant to be by myself. No one cares, and no one ever will.
I finally see that I'm better off being alone away from you in the dark as I watch things slowly start to fall apart.
