Love Changes

I come to find that I often sit and wonder why?
Why do I bother to put up with you?
The deception, the lies, the pain

3,000 miles apart doesn't’t help
You’d think distance would make the heart grow fonder
Yet, I see me, and that’s not the truth

Each day, thinking about you is not a dream it is a nightmare
No fluffy clouds and eternal bliss
Just pain, and heartbreak, and darkness

Crying every night eases the pain
But the misery stills seeps through
It makes me succumb to a reality I continue to deny

Nobody understand the pain that I endure
The chipping away of my heart
And the ultimate road to loneliness and heartbreak

Promises long lost and broken
Things said and done that can’t be taken back
Uttering, “All right, I’m sorry” isn’t enough

A pain so immense, one that is haunted by death
Each word is a knife to the heart
Further deterioration of trust and love

Can it ever go back to what it once was?
People change, and so do feelings
But why can’t it remain the same