Slowest Form Of Suicide

SLOWEST FORM OF SUICIDE

(if you R/R/C i always do the same so leav me somthing you get something back)

I am so out in the blue,
And I keep thinking to my self,
What the hell do I do?
But then I realize once again I have no clue,

I keep wishing I was with you,
In your arms and you holding me tight,
Never letting go of me,
And making my Fears disappear in the night,

I wanna be with you so bad, that we both know,
But how it will happen neither one of us can tell,
And as they days go by my love for you just seems to grow,
And now I wish that was something I could show,
But for now that only something I will know,

And I miss the sound of your voice,
And the smell of you're cologne,
The way you would kiss me,
And the way you made me feel no longer alone,

And I wonder to my self the thoughts going through your head,
And all the things that we let go unsaid,
And I am sick of not doing things
And I am sick of Living in regret, not letting you know how I feel,
Is literally killing me, and I don't like this life that I now lead

This is like suicide because I don't know how,
I am living this life with out you by my side,
And I can feel the pain more and more, and I still even cry,
And when I wake up I wonder why,
I don't understand why I can't just die,
Because I cant take it now,
This is the slowest form of suicide

(C) Written By ~Ashleigh~
10/7/2005