Mommys shining star, daddys little angel*SUICIDE*true story

Theres a girl that i know,
met about 8 years ago,

from the first time i met her,
shes never been a stranger,
i look into her eyes,
and see a troubled angel,

you can tell that shes listening,
but get caught up in here eyes,
b/c u can see a little girl gone missing,

shes tired of crying,
and sick of trying...
to make everything work,
when the past still lurks,

you could never see any of this,
from lookin at how she dresses,
or from the look of her make up,
even tho inside, shes a mess,

shes swollen,
shes falling,
shes hurting,
shes balling,

shes in the middle,
shes on top,
where ever shes going,
shes gona pop,

shes a pretty girl,
i see her everyday,
and somtimes i wonder,
when shell do what she may,

no once could see what i saw in thie girl,
her hair w/ every strand, in a perfect curl,

so i let my instict go,
i told myself she was fine,
and went w/ the flow,
pretending i had lied,

..............

gettin so tired of school,
stuck in the gloom,
so i got out of 6th period,
to use the restroom,

staning before the mirror,
i splash water on my face,
take a deep breathe,
try to forget that im a disgrace,

i look in the mirror, and my heart stopped,
there was a reclection of a red flood,
and i turned around just to see,
that it was the little girls blood....

.........................

and this is the suicide of the perfect little girl,
mommys shining star,
and daddys baby girl.

true story, i miss you. everyday of my life. RIP