I can't live without you...

Every day my feelings for you change,
One day I hate you to pieces,
Whilst on others I think you take my breath away,
But I know soon you'll be leaving.

When I met you at first,
Something stopped me from breathing,
Now it's like I'm cursed,
Yet I still keep on believing.

Believing it's possible something could happen,
Believing you love me for who I am,
But I know that'll never happen,
So I'll carry on the best I can.

Everytime I talk to you,
You're way too busy,
I try not to let the real me into you,
But the truth is it's you I'm missing.

But suddenly when you're feeling down,
You're not busy at all,
You want me to help you when you frown,
And I'll always catch you when you fall.

But it hurts deep inside,
When I feel no- one cares,
I wish you saw who I am when I don't hide,
I can't find your love anywhere.

You're screaming your lungs out and laughing with you perfect match,
And I'm sitting a seat behind you,
It's your broken heart I always catch,
But I'll sit here quietly as I always do.

I'll listen to my own silent screams,
I'll cover my face with my hair,
I'll hide away my many tears,
And with the pain I'll just bear.

I hope you have a good life,
I'm leaving you now,
You never needed me to stay alive,
But I can't live without you somehow...