Jimmy

I lay here with memories running through my head,
Wishing sometimes that I was dead
I told you how I really feel
Not knowing if you are the real deal.
The warmth of your arms made me feel safe,
Don't wanna be in any other place.
All I know is that I love you,
I wonder if you want me too.
I never wanted to say good-bye,
Watching you leave made me wanna cry.
You said you'd see me at the game
But the affection wouldn't be the same.
I looked for you throughout the night,
However you were no where in sight
I'm tired of all the tears I shed
Laying at night in my bed.
Thinking of you, just causes pain
Just wanna cut along my veins
Its time to end my misery
Don't try to stop me, just let me be.