Didn\'t want to need you so much

I'm at the end of my rope
I've finally lost all hope
all the thinking we'd last
is in the past
I'm starting to get scared
because I thought you cared
but one day I feel like we have come so close
that I'm the one you love the most
but most of the time I watch us fall apart
and I feel the knife go deeper into my heart
I feel like I'm on the outside looking in
I feel like we are going from love to just a friend
I feel like I'm loosing myself, and us
sometime I can't take it and want to be hit by a bus
This is exactly why I didn't want to need someone
now I'm Falling to pieces, look what you've done
I've found I'm not so strong without you
so what will happen when we are through
I feel like I'm the only one trying
and I'm also the only one crying
If you don't stat to try I don't know how much longer we'll last
but I also can't stand the thought of putting us in the past
there are so many things I will miss
the number one is the way we kiss
as much as I can't take all this pain
I guess I'm stuck, because without you, I'd go insane.