Isolation

In a huge group of people
I find myself feeling like an extra
on the fringes
isolated

when its just me
I donâ??t feel so alone
Iâ??m in different, neutral
apathetic

what is it?
why do I do this to myself?
let you make me feel so unwanted, so unneeded?
Iâ??m not really sure but I do know
that you canâ??t make me feel like this without my help
and Iâ??m not longer letting you do this,
no longer standing for this crap you putting me through.
isolation is over