Pulling the Trigger

Say what you want,
believe what you want,
this is me.

Telling all of your lies,
you make me want to curl up and die.
I'm gonna stay strong,
and keep moving on.

It's you who is the hoax,
you're the big joke.

When you cant look yourself in the mirror,
dont come to me your face wet with tears.
I had so many fears,
but now i look right through you.

You're a nothing,
a nobody to me.
You thought it was funny,
you thought it was a game,
I should've known you'll always be the same.

I will never forget how you sat and snickered,
nasty looks in which you triggered.
You made my life a living hell,
this is my story in which i tell.

You made me stronger,
I became mentally tough.
I won't let you break me,
I've had enough.

Everything was all wrong it seemed,
When was i going to awake from this dream?
From day on to day night,
you were still putting up a fight.

Crying and shaking,
I didn't know what to do,
all i could think of was you!

So there i was with the trigger to my head.
Cock the barrel, soon i'd be dead.
All my problems would be erased,
all because she was two-faced!

I walked to the mirror to take one last look,
BANG! My life in which i took.