Scared Of The Truth

So many thoughts,
Flow through my head,
So many thoughts,
Make me want to be dead,

So many people,
Provide me with tears,
So many drugs,
Divide up my years,

There is just one person,
Who can make it alright,
There is just one soul,
That can help me through my life,

I have never showed her,
How much I really care,
I have never told her,
How I want to be there,

I am scared that if I show her,
I want to make her mine,
That she will slowly fade away,
And she will be gone in a short time.