Broken Down

I cant believe this is happening,
Do you really mean what you do?
Please baby dont say those words,
...I dont love you...

Why would you say that?
Of all the things, weve been through.
Im sitting here now weeping,
Because I still love you,

I stay up every night,
Just to talk to you on the phone,
I devote my time to you,
Just so that you wouldnt be alone,

I knew school would get in the way,
I shouldnt have taken those courses,
I know you needed me around,
But now Im joining the armed forces,

That was a stupid choice,
But I dont care,
I have nobody to care for me,
But ill remember you while im there,

You are my first true love,
You are very special to me,
I cherish the times we had together,
I thought we could be,

I told you I couldnt live with out you,
I gave you the key to my heart,
I told you, you were my everything,
I told you nothing could tear us apart,

Every word I said to you,
Was true as they could be,
I didnt cheat nor lie to you,
I thought you would agree,

I thought I could trust you,
EVERY SINGLE word you said,
You told me everything was going to be alright,
But those words you told me, now I dread,

What would cause you to do this?
You hurt me a lot,
You thought our relationship was nothing?
I thought we could have tied the knot,

If it was a game,
You pretty much won,
You left me there for dead,
For now, I am gone,

Now Im gearing up,
Also thinking about you,
I wish I could turn back time,
So I could have found the clue,

I will miss the way you hold my hand,
I will miss the way we look at each other,
I will miss your pretty face,
I will miss your touch,
I will miss the caressing,
I will miss you very much,

I will treasure the moments we had as one,
But I want you to remember,
My heart is still open to you,
Because it would be the best for me if we were together,

But that would be a problem,
You wouldnt be able to find me,
Im about to go fight now,
I hope I can pull off moves and stay alive like Jet Lee,

I want you to know,
I cant promise you this,
That I will come back for you,
Because I might be on Gods list,

I dont care if I die,
Now that I dont have you,
I want to say goodbye baby,
I will still love you.