I promise

I miss him so much,
you can't even imaging,
my life,
it's been hell without him,
i made a mistake,
and i wish i could go back,
to tell him i love him,
to make everthing ok,
but not today,
yea, i made a mistake,
it's not my fault,
i'm just a kid,
and i don't think straight,
i'ts like i'm at at steel gate,
and i can't get through to you,
because you're blocked me off,
from evertything,
even reality,
please let me back in,
i miss you so much,
my life really sucks,
i need you to help me get through,
get through everything that's happening between me and you,
we were so happy together,
why won't you let it happen again,
i promise this time it won't end,