No Longer Won

My heart, somehow,
Ive given so freely.
And my only fear now
is that you may leave me

youve told me before
that youre only mine
but somehow, that truth
i just cannot find.

deception and lies
are around every bend
and it saddens me to think
youre hardly my friend

secrets and mystery
inside, you must hold.
your true feelings within
shall never be told.

your heart, you dont
give as freely as I
and emotions inside
you feel you must hide

oh, id love to just lay in your arms,
and know its our love
thats keeping me warm

but your love is now cold
and our flame is now gone
for your heart i know, now,
ive no longer won.

--note from author--
comments would be greatly appreciated... :)