I will move on

I will teach myself to smile
I will teach myself to laugh
I will soon begin to learn
To put you in my past
I will go on many dates
I will sleep with other guys
I will do my best
To not see you in their eyes
I will never forget you
I will never let you go
I will always want you here
To love, to have, and hold
I will try to let you move on
I will try to leave you be
I will try to wish your happy
To be away from me
But until that day
When my wills are done
I will sit here and remember
Of my only one true love.